goh chin pheng!!
can u stop tat kind of thinking ???
can u STOP???
STOP !!!
STOP!!!
STOPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!
STOP PLS!!!

i hate myself!
i really hate myself!
难道真的要这样犯贱吗？？
够了！为什么一次又一次？？
一次又一次让自己再跌入谷底？？
WHY???
你还嫌自己跌不够多是吗？？
还要再一次是吗？？
你管那么多做什么？？
做什么？？？？
不管你的事okay???
已经不管你的事了！
不要再去碰，不要再去想！！

你还有很多东西需要做。。
不要再理了。。
目前最重要的不是这个。。
不要再去想Okay????
DIAM !
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recently i seem like insomnia again...
oways slp not well..
izit my new spec problem or really is my own problem??
headache really kill die me..
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three days ady..
i really gonna die soon..
no headache pls!
really feel that my head like totally wanna broke..
grrr.
izit am i think too much ??
pls..
no insomnia anymore..
i hate!
goh chin pheng..
pls control ur mind, control ur thinking!
everythings is already end!
is END!

there are a lot of things u need to do, u need to care..
tat kind of "things"..
juz throw it!
u no nid anymore pls..
:(