Release

Hello everybody! ;)
hmm..
recently my life..
i feel damn no colourful..
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i don't know i still can tahan till when..
and now,
i just wish my salary faster come out only..
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but it is still have a very long period!
-,-
start from first day until now..
the most busy and got many things to do ..
only two days only..
after that,
no liao..
now i have nothing to do again
ALAMAK!
what a lame job-,-
sometimes,
boss is around..
i also don't know what can i do ..
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scare he say me like do nothing..
then kesi kesi,kek pattern..
but i really hate it..
because even want gek pattern..
i also don't know i can kek what pattern do what task pun
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hahaha..
acting..
i am not working..
i am reading my story book..
-,-
but reading story book also need kesi kesi to take a pen ..
sometime i will kesi press calculator .
thn continue reading..
ACT DIE!
=,=
haih...
actually i act till like that..
i also still feel that ,
these two days,
my boss seem like know i had nothing to do..
but he also din chap me..
actually i scare he got bo siok me ..
=s
gai lor..
maybe he will think i am keep "eat snake"..
BUT,
seriously i am not ,boss!
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very innocent okay!
T_______T
i really done all my task..
i have nothing to do..
no choice ..
so just do my things..
=s
arghhh...
boring..
the old clerk lehh..
seem like oways got many things to do..
maybe she do that one is very deep gua..
so she doesn't let me do ..
aww..
anyway ,
i just hope time can pass very very fast la..
i wish i can continue go back college life..
arghh..
or even at home,
i think i can do a lot of things than at here ..
zzz
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:)

=p
nothings actually,
just wanna say..
i am still fine..
;)


i think gua-,-
LOL

Suddenly,
Something..
is make me feel hurt and disappointed..
i already don't know wanna how to express it..

Sometimes,
i really feel that,
even you are very sad, emo..
it is also very hard to find a person to talk..
not don't have best friends..
is just,
when want to express it with friends..
you also don't know can start from where to talk about it..
it is because..
the feeling is ourselves..
and somemore,
some sadness, is come so suddenly..
after u talk the whole story to your friends,
you also will don't what are yourself talking about..
and most important,
the person who listen u talking, your friend,
also will don't know how to answer you or console you..
because they really nothing can do ..
sometimes,
feel that,
better don't talk..
it is more better?
或许有些话就只是应该烂在心里..

okay,
seriously,
i am really feel got bit angry,
no..
actually is sad..
it is disappointed..
and not the 1st time i feel it..
it is again and again ..
make me feel hurt and disappointed again..
and ..
think back,
i also don't myself why i am so stubborn always want keep it like tat..
happy..
and thn worry..
and thn hurt..
and the disappointed again..
keeping repeat and repeat..
oh ya,
stubborn..
i am always like that ..
a very stubborn person @@

actually i should say already used to it..
i should not angry anymore..
but..
is it really can like that huh?
human being is just like tat ??
lier lier and lier..
maybe it is not purposely make it..
hope it is..
but,
is it...
i can't angry ?
sometime i will think that..
if one day,
i really tell u all these..
say i am angry about it..
i think i can imagine ur face, ur words..
you sure will be very pek cek..
and angry me about i angry you=s
you will think that just a small case..
in your eye,
i think many things about me for you is just a small case i think..
sometimes,
i really don't want to say till so heavy, so emo..
but seriously the things u do..
let me feel i am just a small case..
you will think and will say..
*why i always wanna find you and make you in trouble?
*already say nothing, thn still want do so much for what?
haah..
maybe..
in you heart,
you are hate me ..
u don't like me..
even feel i am very annoying gua..
i don't know..

urghhhh~
take a deep breath..
i think..
maybe..
i am just too care about something that you never care gua..
i just can say like that, and think like tat..

okay..
is past!
should not think so much..
feeling so much..
i will stop at here..
and will never continue again..
it is because
i know,that is just you..
maybe if one day u not become like that..
i will feel weird..
-,-

okay,
finish to release it..
i should turn into good mood..
it is over it is over!
i am supergirl!
woots!
:)