I don't know why i still giving excuse for myself..
Still giving hope i can get the answer huh?
Hmmm..
Why i am seem like still giving chances and wait for you will come and explain with it?
Nonsense
Everything is tell me that what i think before is correct,No wrong..
It seem like keeping remind me like that.."no wrong, that's truth..."
It seem like nothing can prove that you are truth..
Nothing can help me explain all those shit things..
It is because once i think until now you still not dare to tell me all the truth,do not come to explain with me..
Even a single word you also never say out..
such irresponsible action..
I really can't accept..
and this action,
Let me think back a lot of bad memories..
A lot of those memory..
Let me think that you are really irresponsible person..
A lot of matter,
Actually is your fault..
But,
That moment,
You seem like still feel nothing..
Feel that is a small matter..
You just will always know to feel frustrated and feel annoying to me..
That's all you did on me..
No sorry or any better console..
Do you know that,
On that my moment i am feel very scared?
i scared till can't spoke out i scared till cried..
but you just feel i am annoying..
Do you still remember?
Everyone, all my friends also worry about me..
keep console me and message me..
But you?
Where are you?
Sigh*
I am really very stupid and nonsense..
LOL
Actually on that moment i should awake already right?
I should be very know and understand you are the person cannot be going with..
But i am still drop into the same hole..
Crazy
Yea,
Maybe it is really blind..
hmmp
:/
WHY?
Why waiting for your explain,your answer is just like wait for rain in a drought?
Why?
Don't you feel any offended? don't you feel guilty?
Why? i really don't understand?
Do you still can sleep tight in every night?
Won't you feel that it is very unfair to me ?
How come you can be so irresponsible?
WHY?

Seriously,
i am just wish you will come with me and tell me all the truth..
It is not talk about the feeling or else..
It is just simple i wish at least you are a responsible person..
Just tell me the truth..
good or bad..
Even very worst..
I am still can accept it..
Inside my heart,
I am just wish can see you be a responsible person..
Maybe before you are not..
but at least now,
Let me see you are change..
you are responsible..
face it, tell it, accept it..
Why you can't do that to me?
Why?
If you do that..
Yea, it might hurt me..
But at least..
I can feeling better..
You understand?
You know it??
Can you?
Please don't just know hide here and there..
CAN?
can you hearing me ?

Useless
I think start from now..
I should not continue think that you will change..
turn be a responsible person..

Okay,
Is time to arrange all my emotions and shit things!
2011 is going to the end..
Hope 2012 will be a very great and happy year for me..
And also a very good starting point for me
:)