ohh well :/

There are a lot of things happen within this week..
It is really drive me crazy..
but, what can I do?
I wonder why, I always put myself into a situation..
then make myself feel emo and complicate..
duhh..i hate this feeling seriously..
well,
everything is really out of control.
Okay,
It is OVER!
It is over it is over it is over it is over it is over it is over it is OVER!
I tell this to myself hundred and thousand times.
Yes, there are nothing between you and me..
WE ARE FRIEND:)
Actually nothing be so serious.
When he told you, u saw his message,
The hard feelings not so much also.
Should be not a big deal,right?
yea, I think all are just the moment only.
After this, everything will be fine..
All will back to the normal.
I no need you keeping remind me..okay?
WHY? why i always meet this type of people one?
I really have no idea.
Is my problem? or it is just my fate?fact?
bahahaha
crazy, nonsense
Got bit sad,got bit angry,
maybe it is really my problem?
I am too too too not open minded.
do I?

okay,
goh chin pheng.
don't make things complicated anymore.
since just now already spoke it clearly.
then very things are over already..
okay?
Stop everything, and just continue you life.
Be yourself.
I don't want to change cause of anyone.
No, never.
I don't want lost myself, and repeat do those things again.
start from now,
i will never take it as serious.
all what u talk,
i will just think that is a joke.

DON'T BE COMPLICATED anymore.
since you and him is quite a same type.
i should stop.
i should very clear and know that you are not suite me at all.
So please, you don't tell me what in future anythings anymore.
i don't want to listen anymore.
don't make me confuse anymore.

I think and I hope all those feeling is just the MOMENT.
yea, think that way..
just the MOMENT.
after that, i will be okay, i will be fine..
u and her or with any others i also won't have any feelings.
I DON'T CARE
:)
goh chin pheng, he is not suite for you
and yet, he is not so good also i think..

and her,
i don't know..
i hope after this week holiday,
i clear all the feeling from him.
it also will automatically reduce what i had the feeling from you now.
and others....
same too..
i just hope everything will be fine..
back to the normal.
don't let me see too much of bad things okay..
i just want to complete my degree happily and peacefully.

In the other hand,
another one...
sigh*
i am worry..
please..
sorry, i am not purposely want to do that.
i had tried..
but it seem like can't work..
sorry..
i hope everything just stop at there, maintain at there..
I don't want think so much and make so many things complicated at once..
hope just stop here , start from now..
i think Tuesday, i need when for tarot..
i seriously need it
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aaalaaa...
just finished midterm..
should be relax and find somethings to do and enjoy..
relax relax..
exam mode switch off please..
I think before I am too focus already..
until now still like unable to switch off the mode..
it is scary and crazy..
-,-
STOP

okay..
today's feelings,
today's article,
only one word can describe..
COMPLICATED
and the only solution for today..
STOP THINK ABOUT IT..
and the quote for today..
IT IS OVER, CHEER!