Reborn

taa daaa..
abandon my blog again..haha..
recently is quite busy..
so no time let me come here to update my blog..
write down all the feeling etc..
hmmm..
is it good news?
hehe

hmmm..
how to say?
i think i am really become stronger and stronger..
harder and harder..
i know..
maybe now quite many people are not understand me..
maybe will talk about me ,behind of me..
especially his friends..
i know..

Sometimes,
i still will think of it..
will emo a bit lahh..haha
but ..
at the end,
i think properly, think twice..
i felt that i am emo, is not because of him..
self-esteem,my pride..
is just what i am care now..
LOL
funny hor?
hmm..
yea, no doubt..
i am a person who very care my pride, self-esteem..
maybe i am Leo..
so is like that?haha

Or..
Maybe can say that,
in front of him..
i already lost too much..
i seem like always put away my pride when in front him..
too much things happen between i and him..
i lost too much of my pride..
i really not willing to lose anymore..
the feeling is really not good..
is worst..

hmm..when the moment i make it clear..
the feeling is better..
although sometime i still looking for his profile la..haha..
but...
the feeling..
i really don't know how to say..
maybe i just want know his recent news or what else only bah..
nothing much more..
but seriously, this is the truth i want to say that is..
the times i looking for his profile is lesser ans lesser!
:D
it is a good things right?
hehe
i know i can do it!
;)

actually,
can say that..
i seem like din feel i still got like him lor..
for me..
i and him this three words..
is really just like a past tense..
i also don't know we still have the fate to meet each other again or not?
maybe one day i will meet him on the road ,shopping mall or where else accidentally ?
haha..
who knows wor right?
hmm..
if we really will accidentally meet with each other..
what will be happen between us huh?
maybe we can't be friend anymore?
or be might be friend again?
i really don't know..
who knows right?
stranger or friend..
hmm..
i also don't know la..haha..
don't even dare to think it also..
just let it be
:)

Now,
i am seriously just thinking my future studies only..
other things..
like nothing special..
i am not totally do not think about love matter lar..
sometime i still will think about it..
still wish can having a relationship right now..
but all these feeling very soon will disappear lor..
because sometime i will feel this kind of things is tiring ,annyoing..haha
so study better..
right?hehe
in a conclusion..
LET IT BE.
i wont rush to find a bf, i also wont refuse if the right person is come into my life..
just seriously, let it be..
:)
if the timing is right and also a right person..
i will just go ahead and enjoy!hahaha

hmm..
after watch i love hong kong 2012..
the nearly ending part there..
is quite touching me..
hmm..
it is truth..
the predict of 2012..
who knows it will be happen or it is truth or not?
so,
we should not waste our time anymore..
we should appreciate what we are having now,
spent more time with our family,our friends, and our love one..
dun let ourselves regret..
the feeling of regret is really bad..
so..
do appreciate it..
appreciate the life time that god giving us..
enjoy our life..
laugh as loud as we can..
as enjoy as we can..
THAT"S LIFE!
:)
so..
if the predict of 2012 is a truth..
then i wish i can meet my Mr.Right before this predict happen lah..
=p
at least i can have all these three things before the predict is happen..
family, friends, and lover
;)
hope so lah..haha
i wish he will treat me very good..
always care about my feeling ..
and most important must be mature thinking lo..
hope in Taylors..
my uni life..
is really a good starting point for me la..
good starting point for everything!
:D
xp


Mr.Right,
i am seriously get ready you come into my life!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
welcome!
=p