can you stop bullshit?
if you are serious with me..
seriously love me..
you are wont start in a relationship with that girl..
why you still want to find me and say so much all those useless things?
since you are together with her..
you already choose her, not?
why?
why still want come to me and bullshit so much?
show you are truth heart,show that you still love me,you feel so regret?
if you are seriously regret break up with me..
there are a lot of way u can choose can do to me..
you can chase me again, apologize with me..
i give you a lot of chances.
but you didn't do that.
you still together with another girl..
then after that just tell me ,all things is too late, i have no choice.
Don't you feel that you are so childish and funny?
i really don't understand.
When that moment you feel regret.
WHY still want to start in a relationship with other?

Don't talk about 2009 year.
2010 year.
you treat me as what?
that moment,
are you serious with me?
or i am just a toy for you?
last night i talk so much for you.
but u don't even explain with me.
is you not dare or what?
is it i talk the main point.
u really just use me to help you forget her?
LOL
it is really lousy.
i din ever explain tat moment things..
just always know to keep say those bullshit.
say regret. too late.can't do what.
hope u can find another guy who really can 100 percent treat me good.
count all those date.
If you are seriously love me seriously regret.
You WONT get other relationship.
okay?
what the stupid nonsense things you are talking with me last night?
你说不想遗憾，
可是那遗憾也是你造成的。

how about the promise?
I really hate those who make the promise without thinking or talk it without with their pure and true heart.
lier
Lier.
you already with her.
you still talk so much those impossible promise to me for what?
for cheat me easier right?
sigh*

can be friend with you again or not.
this question.
i already don't know how to answer.
i just can say.
just let it be.

seriously,
i am really wish that you can change better.
turn become mature a bit.
turn become a better person.
i am really wish that.

haih..
don't know why.
i already told myself for thousand times.
don't emo.
don't drop tears.
but i did it again.
-,-
haah..
nonsense.
no more okay goh chin pheng.
it is really the end.
hmm..
actually i got feel emo and also got feeling better lar.
emo..
is because of i will think back the memories, when saw his messages.
feeling better ..
is because of i really no more 遗憾.
i am also still appreciate you can talk the truth with me.
i am glad.
at least you are still haven't bad until like very horrible.
It is really much more better.
and finally..
all the question between i and you.
is really end.
i get the answer.
and at the end, finally i can no need feel sad,hurt and a lot of question marks in my mind,my life.
i really can put it down..
and slowly walk out those still haven't walk out eh those steps.
i know i can really successfully walk out..
no longer..
i know.

at the end,
i am still will wish both of u 幸福快乐..
goodbye my 1st love
:')